Archive | November, 2020

The Last Guardian

30 Nov

I wanted to let my subscribers know that I do sell things online on eBay. One item that I have for sale is a novelty item, the Last Guardian deluxe set, which includes a statue, the game with steel book case, a small book, as you can relieve a young man’s journey as he travels through a mythical city where he’s accompanied by a dog/dragon/cat/chimera that accompanies him on his journey through the city as he has to escape. Narrated after the fact, as an old man, the stunning graphics and gameplay from the award winning team behind Shadows of the Colossus and Icho, The Last Guardian collectors edition is a must have for any gamer who prides themselves on obtaining collector’s edition. It’s only on eBay for one more day so get it while you can.

LtB

What would you like to me review?

29 Nov

Just wanted to see what you all thought and vote on what you want to see.

LtB

Last of Us 2 wins big at 2020 Golden Joystick Awards

28 Nov

As I assumed in my play through of Last of Us Part 2 it would win big, but never this big. It won Game of the year (or decade for me), Best Story telling, Best Visual Design, Best Audio, and Studio of the Year, there was also backlash against there win as well. While there was undeniable backlash against the plot of the story, as I did remember thinking about being somewhat flawed, I was sure it was going to win anyway. I understood the scope of what Naughty Dogg did in order to create a story worth telling. While there was Ghost of Shushima, and even Doom Eternal nominated for Best Game of the Year, as it should have been, but only should have won for a best First Person shooter category, Last of Us 2 did do all the things you could imagine. It updated the workbench model as the updated animations were solid and what I expected it to be. The graphics and the ability to crawl was a plus. As the story went by telling. a story about how we share so much with our enemy, is achieved. Also, ironically, Last of Us represented a story about how might was right. Joel’s decision to kill the doctor at the end of the first game provided an opening that I knew would only make people hate the game. Of course, I was aware of the rumors of Joel’s presence described as “a ghost” and while I just shrugged it off waiting for the final product it’s admirable to think that sometimes developers tell on themselves in order to create buzz, or warn people of what was to come. The ghostly presence of Joel, surrogate father to Ellie, and Jerry, Abby’s biological father, in turn shares more with King Lear than it does Pulp Fiction.

What the game awards do prove is that while many awards are biased, but I did see that the backlash did create an open dialogue about how you should treat a character people get attached to, it does share much more with Game of Thrones and Black Ops II, as Menedez’s path to vengeance can be associated with Abby’s anger toward Joel, and the retribution Mason’s son feels toward Menedez is placed with Ellie and her path to destroying Abby. Ultimately this does prove that a character like Ellie could not be like Joel, because of size and stature, but also emotionally, as the idea of forgiving your enemy is taken straight from Christianity. While hate is the central theme, it proves that Ellie is not the action hero feminism would want her to be. Abby, before her capture by the Rattlers, is stronger than Ellie, but failed in the end. As revenge is a circular path, not straight.

There are videos trying to create discussion about how games like Spec ops the line works over Last of Us 2, and both games are incomparable in story and tone. I believe people just wanted Joel to be killed in the third game, and not the second, giving him a right to die in the natural way. But honestly, this is not the end of Joel for Last of Us. There could be a story of his twenty years to survive and how that might affect a third game’s narrative. Or have JJ take over the third entry’s narrative. (I could help write it for Naughty Dogg, but they wouldn’t hire me, because I don’t fit the diversity box and I covered Naughty Dogg’s foul business practices, so I’m not going to be hired that quickly).

What is certain is that awards never did hold legitimate views when the crowd and critics think differently. Consider this: When Brokeback Mountain did not receive best picture in the early 2000’s, and Crash, a movie about the circular firing squad of racism in modern day LA, won instead, it didn’t represent the majority of filmgoers who saw the movie, and created a natural discussion about how awards, like the Academy of Arts and Sciences, do not represent the majority of film goers. Another example is that Lord of the Rings: Return of the King won each award it was nominated for, but was rejected for Cinematography, and the acting categories. Clint Eastwood complained that when his noir crime drama, Mystic River, didn’t receive any wins, he felt “hobbitized.” Good thing for Clint because he can take a punch and he won for Million Dollar Baby the year after in 2005. Because if Return of the King had not won, no one would have remembered Mystic River either way. Only Passion of the Christ at that time was the movie everyone was talking about, and while that received the same controversy, the Passion matters more to me than Mystic River ever did. That’s when movies were important.

Awards, at there nucleus, are controlled by a board, and not with the people’s viewpoints. While I never played Ghosts of Tsushima, I knew it was otherwise a game mostly made for Dark Souls players, and I respect those players, because that game shakes me to the core. While Call of Duty makes more money than most of the games nominated at the Joystick awards, I am certain that all the games of 2020 are mostly more important than movies will ever be.

Last of Us 2 is what happens when the question is answered, and we have to pay for our crimes that would damn humanity, but what I sense is that time will tell if Last of Us 2 will hold sway in the future. Which after the dust settles, we all hold our games we like as worthy, but we don’t share the same views as the Academy would like us to see. While the Joystick awards could be voted on by the gamers, it means that while there might be voter fraud, it does also mean that gamers did vote for it. Both ideas are acceptable in my eyes, because conversation creates discussion.

If gamers did vote for Last of Us 2, maybe they realized, it was better than they thought. I know the “internet” would not agree, but I do definitely take back ideas I originally thought before, and change them. I think at the end, Last of Us 2 did realize what I do in my novels. It answered the hard question that nobody wanted to see. And that’s why it won the Joystick award. For making us relate when we shouldn’t. Some would call it a dirty trick, I call it story telling. Will it win in at the 2020 Game Awards? We’ll see.

Final Fantasy 15: Finally Returning to the Throne

25 Nov

-For the Uncensored

During the time I played Final Fantasy 15 when it came out, I collapsed near the 13th chapter, I wanted to return to Final Fantasy 15, where Noctis, Prompto, and his royal guards head out with daddy’s Regalia, and set forth to keep his kingdom, Insomnia, alive. Developed by Square Enix (and delayed for over ten years, released on the Playstation 4 and the XBOX One, where even a Nintendo Switch phone version was made available), and released in 2016, there’s much to talk about. The visuals are more gorgeous than I remember, but it’s different this time. Final Fantasy 15 is the lighter version of Last of Us 2, which with some soy look from Noctis would make the average player narrow there eyes with disgust at Noctis’s impatient attitude. This is a staple of Final Fantasy men. Pussy men who are forced into adult situations when they should still be learning how to be kings. 

            Maybe it’s how when you use the Kings swords hidden in the tombs that when Noctis swings them, it takes away from Noctis’s health. It’s about gaining responsibility that you can’t pretend to handle. Noctis’s health drains and it’s worrisome, because as the player, it behooves you to level up so you don’t have to use the kings swords. It’s a message that still holds true. Sometimes power is not a good thing. 

            Much of the game is exploring the world of Isomnia, where everyone talks like they are country bumpkins. Cindy is the exception because…she is. What you don’t consider is that while doing little mini quests, building up relationships with Cindy, and improving your weapons with Cid. Your father’s brother, who was slain at the beginning. What is hilarious is that the news gets the story wrong about Noctis’s life and his kingsguard Gladius says, “I don’t know what to believe.” Americans have a word for that. Fake news.

            Even in Final Fantasy the idea of the press is forged to corruption, which in 2016, it seemed like a prophecy. But what Final Fantasy does best is offer a world where you can fish, take pictures, hunt monsters for gil (currency), and do side quests that build your ascension points gained from completing quests and camping, which Ignis, Noctis’s bodyguard, cooks at your rest points. 

            The track Safe Haven, is ideal for anyone who needs music while they cook. It’s about that feeling you had when you had friends and you never stayed more than five seconds from calling them. It’s that feeling of comradery that Final Fantasy has achieved in there legacy. When watching Final Fantasy Seven remake, I didn’t get it, and I wasn’t interested in games back then that weren’t up to my standards. 

            While I don’t begrudge anyone the notion of loving Final Fantasy Seven, it’s not my ideal game play experience. It’s probably how people see Metal Gear Solid on the Playstation, but for most, it’s a divide that causes me to question games and the nostalgia that whether graphics from the 90’s are a product of the time, or what emotions we have when we play games causes us to feel. 

            But Final Fantasy 15 seems to catch the emotion I felt when you are with your friends, and you had such respect for them. While many reviewers focus on the technical aspects of the game being repetitive, which when it comes to Alticia, the city on the sea, the hunter quests are at the same locations when you take the quests from the Maghoo bar. 

            As I remembered, Alticia is the exact representation I felt when I was in Venice and felt a sense of majesty. The smell of Venice returns to me when I arrive on Cid’s ship, and the exquisite beauty is the defining factor of the visuals. It’s why I returned because much of my selfish attention to reliving experience I failed to see is why video games will reign supreme over films. Films, even since 2005, have faded away, but video games, since the 80’s, are why films now have to compete, but as a creator myself, the competition I have is with myself, and learning to bring techniques from other mediums, is what will help writing books succeed. 

            But Final Fantasy XV’s music was as close to Downton Abby’s score as the series could get, but with a writer like Julian Fowles, it would have made Final Fantasy stand apart from the unmemorable dialogue, while the plot points are certainly memorable. Finding the first Titan, in the first half of the game, is what most filmmakers wish they could do. But also, it’s about Noctis trying to attain power that he might not be able to handle. It’s intriguing to look at royal families and how Noctic’s brother in law, , is actively trying to start a war between the Empires, and stop Lady Lunafreya, from marrying Prince Noctis.

            It’s Altissa, the city on the sea, that makes the story linear once again, as leveling up to 35, proves that all the grinding is worth it. As you travel through Venice, it’s almost a crux to just stop there, because the hammer does fall. Lady Lunafreya is killed by the beast Leviathan, as she sacrifices herself to save Noctis. After this, the game takes a dark turn.

            Noctis and the group are in chaos. Lady Lunafreya passed on the ring after Noctis defeated Leviathan, as it is Noctis’s duty to earn his right to be king. Gladio is angry that Noctis won’t accept his kingly duties, but as they retrieve another sword from a royal tomb, they have to take back Insomnia, but not after Noctis meets a Leviathan and it tells him that to become King he must lose everything. Noctis is in exile at the island of Golden Quay for ten years as he returns to fight for Insomnia after it has turned to darkness, and he has to fight for his right to be King once again. (Oddly enough, this seems like what Rian Johnson was inspired by for the Last Jedi, the worst Star Wars film in the history of Star Wars, but that’s another topic). 

            Once the villains are defeated, there is such a character progression through Noctis, as he arrives to reclaim Insomnia, with the Gods blessing, and after all this, there is a happy ending for the story. Was this worth the years spent away from the game after it came out? It was a game that most people hate, but after all these years, it was nice to revisit. You even get a certificate of completion when you finish the game. So, it’s not that bad. There were downsides to the game. There were complaints about the ending not being sold, unless you bought the DLC components. But to experience the single player campaign and returning back to it was a joy to play, as I sense a feat of accomplishment. 

Final Rating: 7/10  

-Louis Bruno is the author of more than 15 books, including, The Michael Project, The Michael Project: Book 2: The Lost Children of Eve, Thy Kingdom Come, The Disintegrating Bloodline, Apocalypse Soldier, Hierarchy of Dwindling Sheep. His books can be found on Amazon, Barnes and Noble, and Lulu. He can be found on Gab, https://gab.com/thereallouistbruno, Minds https://www.minds.com/lbruno8063/, and Parlerhttps://parler.com/profile/therealLouistbruno/posts. Instagram @lbrruno8063 and @louisbrunoofficialbook. He has written for the Intellectual Conservative and Ephemere. His latest, Come Home, Young One, a dark fantasy novel is out now at Lulu.com. Link is here: https://www.lulu.com/en/us/shop/louis-bruno/come-home-young-one/hardcover/product-pw8q7z.html?page=1&pageSize=4

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The Disintegrating Bloodline: My First Step Toward my Writing Journey

24 Nov

For those who are unfamiliar with me and my work, I thank you for visiting the site. This is a place where I think of it as my home and my place to communicate with the world. But my first way of communication is through my novels. I started out writing in journals, and the thrill was always a normal feeling, but with the Disintegrating Bloodline, it was a step toward a journey that hasn’t always led toward fiscal freedom, but a story unearthed out of pain and love, but also teen angst. The Disintegrating Bloodline, follows the journey of AJ into the story of the mafia in the late 90’s, as this was the time I grew up in. I was only 10 at the time 2PAC Shakur died, and Biggie Smalls died six months later. This was as a perilous time as any. While there was an economic boom in the 90’s under ex-President Clinton, as even the stained blue dress is mentioned in the book. AJ has to survive high school as AJ realizes the only way through the Mafia world is proving his allegiance to Chris Mangini. Chris Mangini, Frank, Krazy, are all main players as the story progresses. The story revolves around Chris trying to find his missing cousin, but it’s seen through AJ’S eyes. It was a question I didn’t want to answer. It was so long of an answer that it took a thousand plages for me to figure it out. But I enjoyed writing it that I even took a chapter to live in the villains point of view. So, suffice to say I was having a lot of fun. It’s a book that’s near and dear to me, and I offer it to you through this link. I hate talking about myself, but I have had such a long journey in writing that this is the place to share it. Since then, over 15 published books later, I’m glad and proud to release the original text, as it’s not on XYNOBOOks anymore. This is the only definitive place to start in my oeuvre of books.

Thank you all,

Louis Bruno

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The Unspoken Agreement: 1: Before the Storm

23 Nov

There’s always frost biting toward the glint of unchanging lights burning away on the Forest. A soft due travels like ghosts over the parable nature of men who return from war when they don’t confuse there sorrow with dignity. A claim of returning back toward the edge of the unspoken grail between men who don’t refuse there limitations. What remained uncertain for Jack West, a leader in the 504 Battalion on the beaches of Japan’s outer island, is that men weren’t ready for what came. Nobody was ready for World War II. A war that men had to fight in order to keep the free world safe, but the soft bamboo of the Okinawa forest proved far deadlier than he would imagine. But then who really expects to survive a war and then become a new person?

The world’s problems couldn’t be solved in a day, nor after a war was over. What was promised for Americans? If they did there time, honorably, they could fight and define there character, but return home, and make something of themselves. A shared collective. But no leader of any army division ever thinks about that. A frail distraction is moments away to dying, but the boats along the way, made the men more nervous than he ever thought. What remained is impossible is the defeat of turning back home and running away. Jack West didn’t like the idea of turning away. He wasn’t a quitter. Hell, he didn’t even refuse the chance to think about fighting in World War II. But however Jack West saw it, patriotism meant more than just protecting home. It was fighting a fight that his children wouldn’t have to. Unborn that is. What is worse? Thinking you might die and leave your unborn family without a father, or letting a bully like Adolf Hitler think he could topple the entire world?

The ugly truth, as many who admitted it, saw Hitler, if Japan had not attacked, as an ally. Even Times Magazine made Hitler Man of the Year in 1934. It wasn’t strange. Adolf Hitler turned such men into his slaves, and with good reason. There economy was in the tank.

Jack West knew it was important to fight. His men were eager to fight for him. There was an unspoken agreement in the ranks. The boys were young, fervent in there bones what they were doing was right. The United States was and always will be the greatest country ever, but even now, looking back, it felt ideal. There was something always redeeming about fighting with men who wanted to win. I guess that’s a college football elite way of looking at a FUBAR situation.

But again, the 504 Battalion, which I joined when the dirty Japs bombed Pearl Harbor, did. It was the worst moment of Jack’s life. But the ship was where the men were. And they were Men. Men who didn’t sound like they were college educated. There was worry in there demeanor, but they were MEN. All in unison, fighting for what was right. But some MEN always had to speak in cynical terms.

They were rough, but men you could trust in battle. They were men who saw only what was in front of them. Some suspicious men who kept such men in check. A sniper, as every military men have them, friend said in conversation, said, “You know the only thing that split’s a Jap’s hair is a comb and a bullet. And my bullets resist there tofu.” Remembering there names are important. As in any story, as there are skeptics, but even my mind is far challenged, and disturbed.

But like all men in war, Jack West wasn’t prepared. The confirmation of his fears were heard with the isolation he kept holding his tongue. Prayer helped him. The salty Pacific air stung his face. His hands were wet, more out of nervous habit. But thinking about the days before his arrival on Iwo Jima, it was like meeting a friend he never wanted. A companion of sorts. But remembering the days on the ship were fond. Such confusion in the malleable days before the arrival. The same conversation that was said was simple: “What do you think is gonna happen?” “Nothing good.”

Jack West believed in everything, but even so, the conversations of God were important. Jack West believed in prayer, and the men, such young boys, were so fresh, even when they pretended they were killers. There was always silence after the CO arrived. They were the old guys who saw the First World War. The War to End all Wars.

“Lotta bullshit, if I say so myself.”

“Don’t say that shit to the CO.”

“Why not?”

“Cause as old as that guy is, he will kick your ass.”

The men who talked returned back to doing nothing. Fidgeting. Moving slightly so that they could be seen doing something. But everyone was nervous. No matter what it meant. War is necessary when destroying your opponent, but the indignity I saw, was not categorized by war or what was seen. It wasn’t human.

Site has gone live!

20 Nov

I just wanted to let everyone know my site has gone live, and this is the only site where you can find all my blogs, musings, links to my books, and any other content I have to offer. It’s been so great to see so many new readers on my site, but I do offer exclusive only content blogs for members. I’m still in the process of setting up a few things that only subscribers can have, but a lot of it will be free to read otherwise. I will take requests for anyone who wants me to review any books, games, or anime that they would want to recommend. I am considering reviewing each chapter of Berserk, studying them with frames and giving an opinion on what I think of it, or how it relates to the overall arc. Also, I am grateful to anyone coming by. I am looking forward to grow the blog and listen to what you guys and gals have to say. Plus, I will sell whatever I have to you guys first, before I put it on eBay. I have a few comics I want to get rid of, but anything else as well. Also, future writing content will be sold through here as well. Thanks so much for reading, and see you soon.

LtB

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Griffith and the Godhand: The One God to rule them all!

18 Nov

Griffith, the infamous villain from Kentaro Miura’s Berserk, is and has been an opportunist. In the narrative we can trace this back to when Guts and Griffith meet as children, because every moment, to Griffith, is an opportunity to help him meet his goals. In Golden Age Arc, Guts is taken into the Band of the Hawk after a fight with Griffith, and even this, is just one pebble in his way to building an army. Guts is beaten back by Griffith, until his match is met. But what we have to remember is what Guts said in volume 39, where he speaks of Griffith’s journey is a “means to an end” and he will “soar higher.”

Griffith makes the choice to sacrifice Guts and the Band of the Hawk at the end of volume 12, as it’s the only way his physical body can become immortal. As Guts needs to fight Griffith, Guts knows that what can happen is that every step Griffith will use this as an opportunity to kill the God Hand. While this may seem like a weird theory, Guts knows what Griffith is thinking. He would never take the chance and betray someone that he can’t win, but Griffith would only behave as such, because he can’t control what can come next. The Godhand do not know when things will happen, but the beauty of Griffith’s plan is that while the world is sufficiently fragile, Griffith would use this as any opportunity to take out the Godhand, and the Idea of Evil, that he would become the ruler of the dead and the Apostates. 

            Why would he take this chance? We know that it has been tried, but in some weird way, Griffith uses even his new Generals, even when one is willing to betray him in the process. Griffith’s decisions were always calculated and every opportunity to take out all the God Hand and usurp the power over the control of the Godhand is what Griffith might ultimately have as Guts and his army is leading the way against the Godhand and the Elves backing Guts and his troupe. 

            While this may be a theory, it’s the only logical conclusion that could end up in the final battle. While the Kushan Lord, Ganishka, paid the price to try and lead an assault, as he tried to make his own behleit, it might yet prove that Griffith knows how to defeat the Godhand. Griffith, by and large, is a character that hates being driven to some unknown creators purpose. He fought so hard to be a leader, suffering and then reincarnated, to find that he has more at stake. He can be the leader of Midland, while controlling the world. It’s Griffiths dream to be leader, and with that idea of the Godhand being killed at the same time, it would only prove that Griffith held to no authority but himself. While this may seem far fetched, it’s part of Griffith’s nature to be his own man. That’s what makes him so fascinating as a character in manga publication history. The ability to follow his own path, even if it means betraying the Godhand. 

Source: https://readberserk.com/chapter/berserk-chapter-345/

Black Ops: Cold War (2020) Review

13 Nov

What makes a game or piece of art interesting is the subtle ways a game can provide a level of detail that only few can give with fast paced action but also tense moments. Like the Metro Trilogy relying on tension, Black Ops: Cold War (2020), developed by Raven software and published by Activision studio, released on November 13th, 2020 (Friday the 13th, by the way) is the sixth installment of the Black Ops Series, but also the seventeenth game in the series, serving as a story in between Black Ops (2010) and Black Ops II (2012). Running on the IW 8.0 system, it’s hard to watch the cutscenes on a regular series S, as it’s trying to push all the detail, but with a XBOX Series X/S or PlayStation 5, this issue will not be a problem. The campaign is a good five hours, depending on the level of difficulty.

The story follows an agent named Bell, as you are on the hunt for a sleeper agent named Perseus, through Cold War infested areas of modern day life during the Cold War of the 1980’s. Ronald Regan makes an appearance. 

As “Bell,” you can fill out personal details at the beginning of the game, and give yourself a background, which is new for a Call of Duty game, that affects the story line as you play. David Goyer, writer of Batman Begins (2005) and Dark City (1998), returns as a co-writer of Cold War, and the dark gritty atmosphere is where David Goyer’s talents serve the series best, as he penned Black Ops II (2012). You can play the game four times and get a different result with each background you make. You can be from North America, or an ex-KGB agent. What the game offers is something that the Black Ops series delivers. Secret missions that put you in harms way during period piece of the 80’s. If you love the 80’s, being in occupied Germany, during the Cold War, is a real treat. 

            What is interesting is that the game doesn’t focus on Bell, but let’s you play as Mason in some missions, but the theme of identity does play a major role throughout the game, as you question what may happen at any given moment. Adler, who resembles Robert Redford, seems to fit right in, as it seems to mirror Robert Ludlum’s Three Days of the Condor (book and move share the same name, as the film version stars Robert Redford too). What is special about Black Ops, as a whole, is that it allows you to replay the missions, if need be, but it’s more important to learn from your mistakes, and then pursue it in a new game. 

            It’s sad to hear that nobody from the franchise, not even Ed Harris who voiced Hudson, from the first black Ops game in 2010, doesn’t make a return. But it’s weird to see a COD game go into a subtle direction, which is good for new players, but also for the experienced COD player to play a subtly driven story that most would see in a Metro game. What is important is that it does share a through line with the first Black Ops (2010) as this seems like it’s from a different perspective, rather than through Mason’s eyes. 

            What positives can be said is the graphics, attention to detail in character animation, and the story, as subtle as it is, remains the strong suit of Cold War, as this would have What is important in the world of Cold War is that it’s willing to delve further into Black Ops as a direct sequel. But what Raven software does is willing to tread old ground without replaying some of the greatest hits of the series. It’s allowing the player to make choices in the game that hasn’t been done in a COD game. The human meat shield option, as in other games, feels immediate and fun in a first person shooter. While this was done in Gears of War, COD can add themselves to the fray as helping boost the game play, but also the animations of using it, is so fun. 

            I expected there to be a larger level system, but that’s unfair to put that expectation on COD, because the game works in a linear fashion but the extra levels serve as your own choice to make. As Cold War carries through on the themes of identify, it makes the will of the player far more trusting of the surroundings, as the level break on through, remains an interesting idea of how mind control is pursued to its very fatal execution in the storyline. Making decisions in the middle of a COD game is the breath of fresh air the series needed, and it will surely help players enjoy the four separate story lines. The only caveat in the gameplay is the lack of a lean system that revolutionized the Modern Warfare reboot, which should be the staple of the series at this point.

And it will give you a fresh perspective each time. With Modern Warfare (2019) being such a massive hit, Cold War seems like a positive step as it does fill the holes between Black Ops (2010) and Black Ops II (2012), by adding in some ideas that take place along the way. To call it a direct sequel, makes sense, but without the voice actors from the original games, such as Ed Harris, makes the game a weird entry, since the theme of identity plays a key role in the Black Ops series. Overall, it’s the strongest entry in the Black Ops series since Black Ops II (2012). 

            Final Review: 8 out of 10. 

Image from: https://press-start.com.au/news/playstation/2020/11/13/the-first-call-of-duty-black-ops-cold-war-reviews-have-arrived/ 

Post Election Debacle Analysis

6 Nov

Let it be known here that politics is a confusing moment in our time. We only have two sides, and the reality here will obvious be lost on Bernie Sanders voters, who are out rioting and attacking local businesses and burning cities to the ground, I make no bones about what I think and feel. You can only push an agenda so far. When burning down cities is the only choice a broken down tool that most leftists will defend. It’s the lies we tell ourselves in order to feel superior to each other, and our opponents, especially.

The lie that Democrats speak is, simply put, an obese woman screaming at the top of her lungs, complaining about “why am I so fat” when she’s negative and the food she consumes doesn’t make her happy anymore. The left are a struggle with this idea. They want to be heard and respected, but they can’t stop screaming about “how right they are” and while I’m not too happy about the post election voting scam, I would share one bit of insight. Stop pretending that we don’t see the real issue. If this was a fair election it would be easy to decide, and I would find the silver lining in the situation. But the problem is enhanced by the testimony made online that a woman in Michigan’s identity was stolen to commit voter fraud.

https://twitter.com/search?q=voting%20fraud%20video&src=typed_query

It’s undeniable that most of us are aware that voting fraud is not allowed, and illegal, but this girl, whoever she voted for, is one of possible dozens whose ballots were stolen to use. It’s the issue of voting fraud that becomes the factor of this post election scandal.

What is obvious is that while many do seem to think Biden won, YoungRippa59, a commentator on Blaze TV, obviously disagrees “that the vote shouldn’t even have been close” in his video here, at 8:46:

“no way this race should have been close” YoungRippa59 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_rw2ado78VQ&t=13s&pbjreload=101

What is blatant is the unbalanced reasoning the democrats are facing in the post election scandal as more “uncounted” ballots arriving without end. The enthusiasm I found for Biden is missing, and clearly, nonexistent. The voting fraud committed here is dangerous and what can be said is that the Lame Stream Media will not cover the cultural shift taking place in the voting process. If African Americans who support Donald Trump are the shield of the new cultural shift in Republican voters, the Latina women are the spear, trampling over the left, like stampeding elephants, laying waste Donald Trump’s opponents in his election bid of 2020.

So, as far as the leftists are concerned, the cake and ice cream they digest will haunt them for days on end, leaving them bloated, and will die out with a new generation of voters. But suffice to say, too many illegal votes, like ice cream, can kill you as well.